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My mom is looking into having her left leg amputated. She has had a vascular disease for several years, and this is her last option for her to gain mobility back. She is strong and is looking forward to the surgery. I, on the other hand, am having a hard time grasping what is going to happen. I am also afraid we will be facing an up hill battle. I am from a small town with very little diversity a…